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And absolutely appalled! Gracie.
This is a hard blog entry to write.
What do we know about angels and how they represent themselves in this crazy world of ours? From my understanding, there are good and bad ones and they come in many different 'forms'. Only God knows the truth about them and how He uses them in our lives.
The year 2020 brought an angel into our lives in MANDY BAXTER. I believe this because her presence accomplished a whole lot of good, which included:
* God showed me the importance of praying before taking action. It's why we should pray without ceasing. I never felt a peace about taking Mandy to the animal shelter .... hence the rescue a week later!
* God gave my granddaughters joy, laughter, purpose, and love in so many ways during a trying time ~2020 PANDEMIC~ (while schools were closed and life was uncertain) He brought an angel into their lives.
* God strengthened them by allowing them to have this angel for just a while. They became stronger by having felt the sting of death and sadness from losing something they had grown to love dearly.
Had we not taken Mandy to the shelter for that week after she had appeared in our yard, I'm pretty sure she would have never gotten sick.
Note: Always pray over a decision, ask God's direction, and never make a decision without feeling His peace.
Mandy's 6-month presence here brought so much to light.
Thank you, God, for Angel Mandy and for the many messages well received.
I believe we will see our angel again, and we will know her and she will know us. Rest peacefully, sweet baby girl.
This happened last week.
Husband kept talking about a little bird that was frequenting our bird feeder. I paid no mind to him, really. He's always talking about the different varieties of birds that he sees outside our bedroom window feeding. Still, every day I must hear about Itty-Bitty, the tiny bird that he had never seen there before.
I had just gotten out of the shower and was in the bedroom to get ready for my day and outside the bedroom window, sat perched quietly eating of the birdseed, was the little bird he'd been talking about!
It was really cute. So, I gingerly picked up my phone to get a shot.
I drew in just a little closer for another shot. Success!
The closer I was able to get, the more excited I got.
This little bird was adorable, and it was posing so nicely. After (I kid you not!) 20 different shots, each one a little closer, I felt really intelligent when I recognized this bird as being a baby owl.
24 shots in, and I was right on top of the thing and still, it posed!
That's when Husband walked into the room and I gushed... "I see the little bird you were talking about and I got tons of pictures! It's almost posing for the camera, and I'm pretty sure it's a baby owl!" I'll bet he'd never gotten such good shots of Baby Owl! "Look! There it is!" Baby Owl still sat, motionless.
It wasn't meant for a practical joke or anything like that, he had put the fake bird there for decoration. But!!! The fact that it fooled me so impeccably gave him great satisfaction.
There's no fool like an old fool.
I can't think of a better day to share this story than today.
The reason I chose to write an allegorical fiction Christian book (THE HOUSE) is this:
I know God. I love God. But I do not understand this love that I have for my dog. After all, she's just a dog, right? I prayed, God - what is the significance of this animal that has stolen my heart so completely? Why do I live my life loving her so and depending on her love to enhance each of my days? She's just a dog!
That's when God gave me THE HOUSE.
Before, I hadn't a clue about how my love for my beast tied in with Biblical scripture, and God's love for me.
If you love God and you love pets, you'll love THE HOUSE.
|"She can't live without me.... BOL"|
Each morning, Gracie looks forward to her walk to my office with me to get her morning fortune cookie. It is a tradition I started a couple years back, and now she expects it. Daddy has been sneaking her extra's throughout the day *gasp* yea, I know, right? How can I know that this has been happening? The paper fortune left behind on the floor gives it away.
Gracie says, "Why do they put paper in cookies? I don't get it!"
Meanwhile, Bug puts on his fake smile in order to confuse onlookers. "Yea, I love winter and snow," says he.
I'm not buying it.
FUN FACT #1 Vanetta.
33 years ago, while pregnant with Lindsey, I did weekend 'work' sitting with an elderly lady in Frostburg. She was a lovely lady and I enjoyed going there early and getting her out of bed, helping her in and out of the bath, making her breakfast, and then sitting with her and chatting as we shared sections of the newspaper. For Christmas, she gifted me with a silk gown to wear in the hospital when I had the baby. About a week before Lindsey was born, I cried so hard I thought for sure it would send me into labor, as I visited Vanetta at the funeral home. I would miss her terribly.
FUN FACT #2 It's a girl.
I already had 2 boys. Of course, I wanted a girl. We all wanted a girl. So God gave us a girl. Okay, so that's a fact you already are aware of .... but still... back then we did not have the convenience of knowing the sex of the baby before birth.
FUN FACT #3 Steak Dinner
The hospital provided a steak dinner for the
lucky blessed parents. I was puffy and exhausted, but that steak dinner was really good. All in honor of our new baby. I cannot begin to describe my joy.
FUN FACT #4 A Room in the Hall
Our little 2 bedroom house already had the boys in one bedroom and husband and me in the other. So, we did what we had to do. Baby's nursery was in a part of the hallway. Note: In order to embrace joy and contentment, do the best you can with what you have while working to improve. A couple years later, Lindsey would have her own room.
Gracie is getting old.
As are you. But wait. No, I'm not.
Well then, why are you confused when I call you? You look around like my voice is coming from the other direction.
That's my way of ignoring you.
And you bump into things when you walk... because..... ???
You keep putting stuff in my way.
Okay then, why won't you sleep in the bed with us anymore?
You snore too.
Duh. There's some boy pee out there on the other side of the fence, and I can never get enough of the scent.
A girl never likes to tell her age and there you go broadcasting it all over social media. I am appalled.
Sure. Carry on.
What! Where do ya think I'll be going? What about the memory I'll leave behind? My legacy? You are pushing my buttons today woman!
I believe I will.
I will stay here for as long as Gracie stays with me. I cannot imagine my life without her - but reality is that she is getting up there in years and showing signs... I pray every day that she will never suffer... and that we get many more years with her (healthy years) but we do not know what tomorrow brings.
Glad she's napping, or she'd have a lot of sass for my above statements. Wait, do I see one eye opened...
* My latest blog entry can be found HERE Dear Diary. SHARING And absolutely appalled! Gracie.