If You Had You're Life To Do Over

 "If you had your life to do over again, 

is there anything you'd change?"

Cloud pics were taken about 9 yrs ago on my drive out to Indiana

A lot of people would respond to that question by saying they would not change a thing...  because their past is what made them who they are today.

Good answer, though it's not the one I'd pick for me.  I like who I am.  But I think I could be better and I could have made more of a positive impact on those around me, had I made better choices and done things differently.  

But yesterday is gone.  Now, I am working on today.  

AND TODAY I'M EXCITED!!!

I Got Mail.  It's what I've been waiting for.  
Now I can move on with...  I'm sorry. 
 (You know I'd tell you if I could)  

So, what do you think...  if you had your life to do over again would you do anything differently? 

Dear Diary,

I can't find..  a place for my bone...

that is safe...  

where she won't find it...

I dig and I dig and then I bury it under pillows and under blankets but she still finds it.  Then I look for a better place to hide it.

I dig frantically on Daddy's chair and she screams, "Gracie! No!" 

 When I finally get it hid exactly where I want it, I decide to un-bury it and eat it.  Mom says I am smart as a whip have issues. Gracie.

Major Life Change

Let the countdown begin!!  

I'm thinking early June.  

I'll bet you want to know what happens in early June?

  Sorry.  The time is not right yet.  And just remember...  It might not work out. 

 But then again, it could be a major life change for me.  

It's a leap of faith for sure.  If it is meant to be it will be.  No worries.  

If God is in it, it won't fail.  If He's not in it... then still, I'll have learned something.  

Oh.  Forget I said anything.

  Just...  Carry on...  

I am very busy now ....   

I hope everyone is having a great Tuesday.

Dear Diary, 

'Smile'  'oh, that one's not very good'  'Smile again'  "You're an idiot lady a little over the edge, don't cha think?"  'just one more...'  'gracie, don't look away,' 'now I have to take another one...'

 This is what I go through daily.  

Is it any wonder I have a wild look in my eyes?  Is it any wonder...? Gracie

Japan

Tonight I have Japan on my mind.  I find it on the globe, and it doesn't look so big.  But it's devastation is large.  I'm reminded of how small I am.  How uncertain life is.  How fragile this little round ball is.  

And how tired I am right now...  Time for bed. 

 

Keep Japan in your prayers.